HER WISH TO LIVE EVERY SECOND WITH HIM

The most beautiful day of her life was when her man achieved the captaincy. She was happy for him because what she dreamt became true. She could see her man’s happiness. He was the only deserving candidate in her eyes to get the post.  Tears rolled over her cheeks when she saw him holding the batch and his smiling face. He didn’t notice how happy his girl is to see him achieving. While wiping her tears a thought came over her mind and got stuck. She was trying to remove it but wasn’t, as the thought was a bitter truth. She was in relationship with a person with whom she wished to live forever but the society did not wished the same. The day they both proposed each other, they promised each other that till the time they are here in this college, they will make each and every day beautiful and memorable. Both loved their work and were a part of same coterie. That night when he was declared as the head honcho of the clan, she realized one thing that as much he loved her, the same way he loved his faction. There stood her insecurity, her fear of losing his attention and time.


Her boyfriend covenanted her that he would manage each and everything properly. She need not to worry but still that fear got stuck. Things were changed from that day. She started hating things related to that association. Anytime she would hear anything linked with it from him, she use to start yelling. They both had fights on that. He thought that his girl was not happy with the allocation of positions but the reality was she was not happy with the time he gave to that confederacy. It was her only urge now that she wished to live every second of her life with him.

Time was running out every day. She knew that her love did not like her reactions on the topic of covenant. She tried to push herself back and work in the same manner what she use to do in the past but the fear remained same. Sometimes the boy thought that she might wish to get the leadership but nothing was like that. She was working hard for his happiness. She tried to behave in the same manner the way she was in past but was not happy. Just for his sake of happiness, she was doing because she always wanted him to be happy and peaceful but her peace was shattered. Few months were left and they both knew what is going to happen at the end – separation. After every fight she use to say sorry because she knew that he was not feeling good. Her insecurities were increasing but her love remained the same. Just because she only craved for his love she was not be able to act in the same way. Her only message to her man was that everything is same just she yearn for his time, for every second.