After a long time

Its been a couple of months. Right? People who loved to read my blogs were asking me that why I have stopped writing them. But do you know what, when it comes to me, I require those words which are close to my heart in order to pen down them. My thoughts are not random or one can say kind of imago. Writing anything has to be an exploration and so there I was in those days exploring my love and my days with him.

So what do you think today, from where I will start off? Would it be like making up the lost time or a new start?

So let's start from the time, I thought of to distance from him. Don't be shocked! There comes a time in your life where you feel that it's better to be away from your loved ones otherwise you might turn out a thorn in their lives. 

It was that evening sitting beside him and looking up towards the stars. We two together use to explore the little angels turned out to be the stars in that sky or that special star with whom we were connected to. After losing someone special you always find them in those shiny heavenly bodies. I always get chocked when I think about my loved one who are not with me and here comes my man who always says that dear they are at the most secure place, smiling at me. I always felt that people whom I loved the most are not with me because it was me who has always been a jinx in their lives. The moment I enter in their mortal, they become the dark angels. But there was someone who never felt so. 

The man who loves me to his infinity believes that I am the most wonderful effervescence one can experience. That night I said to him, "To leave me. I am a mistake in his life." He replied, "True I did a mistake in my life. I shouldn't love a person of a different religion. It's a presage! My God will definitely punish me."

There I was weepy and was cursing me deep inside. I stood up and said, "I am sorry! I never wanted that you should be punished by God for this relationship. I really don't want that a single scratch should come on you because of me. We have time to rectify this. Better you leave me"

He was sitting there and gave a sigh for a minute and said, "Whatever happened I can't change it. I have to answer that supreme power for whatever time I had been with you. But the mistake I committed with you, I don't want to rectify it."

I looked at him with those misty eyes.

He said, "You have no clue this mistake gives me the most delightful commiseration. Every morning holding those hands and having breakfast. Cuddling with the cutest panda on this planet. Looking into those eyes who believe me the most and being with my strongest pillar of my life after my mother is the best happening that one can feel."

"And you say to stop this. Well, I don't allow you to stop anything that is so beautiful in my life. If you really want something to stop. Then do one thing ask my tummy to stop being a balloon; if you can do so truly I will be grateful to you and when it comes dealing with the supremacy, I will look to it."

He made me sit again and kissed my forehead and said, "I would love  continuing to commit this mistake every day."