A Walk of Dignity! - Inspitale

A Walk of Dignity! - Inspitale : 8:30 a.m. sharp, I leave my hostel and start walking down the lane to reach the metro station. A lane which...

Friday, 23 August 2019

Fidus Achates !




23 years of a journey! And still hustling and bustling with new roads.....

But few of them around me are still staunch. Don't know how my life would be without them. For the first time on my blog, I wish to write for all my peas who carry a ray of sunshine which makes me grow more. Just reviving the days we met and never thought to be so close the way we are today.

This is 2019, let's flip some pages and go back to the year 2014. School life just ended and with a bag of lessons and memories, I started my graduation. Mum says now my kiddo is going to be a college chick! Can't get over her sarcasm but yeah life had to bring something for me.

10:45 a.m., I was sitting in a park because my college welcomed me with strike and no classes till July! Thoughts were running in my head and, there I was sitting with a girl who was struggling to cope up with my talks. Then here comes a slender girl with a pony tied up, quiet as if she was standing in the desert. Well! I just waved my hand to her and asked her name. She replied, " Hi! Seema here" and then again I continued further with all my rubbish in my mouth. I was pretty sure, the way she looked at me while I was talking, she had thoughts of throwing me into an asylum.

I really did not think that day, that I met my soul-sister. From going classes together to all the fun rides on my scooty, from fighting with your ex to protect you, to giving shitty management tests together and knowing well that we did not cross even one, it just went off!

This is Seema - sister from another mum! Sexy and beautiful always.

Next comes a girl specs on her eyes and holding books in her hand. The studious Sanskriti Sinha!
While I and Seema were sitting in the class, there was a girl on the very first bench continuously writing notes in her copy. You just have to ask what the lecturer told 2.05 seconds ago, she can accurately tell you word by word, scribbled every bit in the book. Honestly, I felt this girl was too much kiddo by nature and will never do anything exciting in her life but Naah... I just spoiled her too...

From, she going slow on her scooty because "Precaution is better than cure" to running towards me today whenever she meets me, this eventually not so immature girl is way far mature we thought. Did I ever told you that, that day when I was all shook and crying and you sitting back on those stairs said," Bhavya! you are not meant for that" Those words brought a new hope in my life. Just forgot to say, "Thank You!"

So, there is always one person in your whole group, who is beautiful as fuck and gives solid competition to all models. Well! Even I had one! Yes perfectly figured! Not less than heroin but a baby in her thoughts. Where everybody till today asks me, "Is she single?" I there was freaking her out to talk. Sitting opposite to me in the examination hall, I was pleading this girl," Ayushi say Hi!" and like cute baby smile and struggling to speak she use to say "Hi! Bhavya" 

This is Now Ayushi Rajeev Singh! Yup married now!

From asking me the differences between smooch and lip locks to sitting back at my scooty and teasing all boys around, this girl is no more a baby and devil in her thoughts. My Fighter - Ayushi!

Yes! This is my Soul-Sisters gang without whom I was just a lonely person walking all alone. While I had this wonderful cake, the cherry was been missed. God had to send someone who could tell me every day, "Babes, I am there for you". This guy has a special appearance in my life. The way we get an intermission in a film and the climax begins, here comes the climax of my life - Shivam Goel!

I still don't understand why we met on such social media which even people did not know to use. Yes!  I met this boy on Google + 

I still remember that day while I tried reaching out Seema for help, I was not able to connect with her. All in all, I decided that day let's finish this not so calm life. While I scrolled one last time on this account, I just got stuck on this long nose. The boy from Delhi, perplexed me so much with his pictures, that I just wiped out my tears and texted him. I still don't understand why this happened. Guess what! Within a few seconds, I even got a reply, " Hi Shivam here"

And at the same moment, we exchanged our WhatsApp numbers too and it was not even him who asked for. It was me who asked for the number. Instead of asking who he was, I just randomly asked him a creepy question and he without judging me replied. 4 hours before, I was about to stop my life and this man from nowhere, not even sitting beside me, saved my life!

From this one small conversation to now endless chat. The person who said, " I never believed in Bff concept" to calling me as his bestie; From making random chats to now getting worried if one does not reply in an hour; I got my sunshine! My cherry in the cake - Mr. Shivam Goel.

These four people just pushed me so much that today wherever I am, is because of their love and affection for me. Life was now beautiful. But it had to be more beautiful and mature with one more action player.

This long man who did not even know how to say Hi to a girl; had to come into my life and let me know that what I think about myself was not the reality. He always says," You are beautiful in your own way". The last piece of my puzzle - Nadeem Sayed!

Where all my friends were struggling in their careers; even I was stretching myself out. Tired, pissed off and lost all faith, this guy just said me one thing, "I am sure about you; you will make it". Finally, that happened. From watching the constellations together to he crying happily on my placement. I got you. I still feel guilty about some of the reactions and decisions that I did in front of you but you still love me in the same manner, the way it was always.

Thanks! It's a really small word for you people but I promise I can do everything for you what you want. I promise to be loyal to you and love you always. Just stay with me the way we are today.

Thanks -
Seema,
Sanskriti,
Ayushi,
Shivam, and
Nadeem

Love You Always!