I was traveling with him on a bus. He always has ears plugged with music to avoid all the negative vibes around him. I was looking out of the window pane and felt the fresh aerate in me. Wonderful weather to spend time with him. It's not usual for me to move out with him in such romantic weather. When your man is a kind of dullsville, it's quite a tedious task to move him out from his monotonous nature and bring him to your ivory towers. But the way such kind of men loves is more idyllic than any romanticists. The reason why I love him the most.
So, we planned out to explore biennale nearby. Since we were traveling on a bus, approximately one hour, it took to reach there. Suddenly while watching the beauty outside my window, I looked at my man. Instead of enjoying the music, I saw him playing with a baby who was two seats ahead of ours. Right seating with me, I saw my man teasing him with his tongue and exactly two seats ahead, the baby who was wrapped in his father's arms and looking at us was imitating my love. Both were teasing each other in their own manner. The cutest thing I enjoyed was this scenario happening. I said to my love," You are teaching him wrong gestures." He said, "Its fine!" and continued playing with him. I just whispered in his ears," I am pretty sure that when you will have kids, you will teach them all these bad things". He replied," I will teach them PUBG".
This actually screwed me up and I said," Really you are waiting to teach them PUBG." He said with a smile, "Obviously!" While these two were passing their times with each other, the bus was about to stop at its next stand. The father asked his wife to hold the baby till the time he takes his luggage and stood up. I saw the kid was craving back to go to his father. The bus stopped and the father went down while the mother and kid were on their seat. The kid looked out at the window and was crying to go to his father and the father standing out was smiling and waving his hand. The bus left the stop, while I could see the baby seeing outside the window to have even the last glimpse of his father. The baby cried but his mother was there to console him and make him smile.
A thought or rather I say a fear came into my mind that moment. The deep-rooted trepidation of getting separated from my man after 20 days chocked me. There was just one question in my head revolving, this kid had his mother but to whom I will tell my feelings of being away from my love. The decision to be in a relationship with him was taken by us but due to cultural issues and our families not accepting us, we have to separate; We were not able to digest this reality.
He saw my teary eyes, held my hand and said," Quite! Let's be together now and make the best of every second of our time" I controlled myself and looked out again.
I never felt how good time passes so early but now I can see. I will be always having this guilt of being away from such a wonderful man. Relationships should be handled pragmatically but emotions can never be left behind. The secret of happiness is to be with the right person and so I was. But one more thing is also important to hold this happiness is the stability of being with that person. No matter wherever he goes my love will always surround him but my presence won't. I will always love him but will make sure that in my next birth I don't give him the pain of separation.
My Love For You Is Eternal!
Love You!
