To My Love,
I wish that right now, I can hug you tightly. Kiss you thousand times.
Cuddle with you Love you a lot to all my extent. The graph which you made for me, I am following the same.
I wish that soon we'll meet and create some really wonderful moments.
From your "Chuzii"
This letter I wrote two months ago for him. Deep inside was not happy to stay without him. I always felt that this hankering will soon lead me into disaster. Finally after couple of months we met. I guess that was the second time happened that in the night when he was standing infront of me, I looked into his eyes the same way when for the first time I proposed him. We were left from now onwards for next eight months. I had promised that these eight months would be real special one. I won't loose him any day. But I guess our journey to stay apart from now forth had already begun. His responsibilities and priorities were changed. It was never like that I was not interested in supporting him in his work but still my urge to spend just 24 hours with him was not stopped.
Eight months and things are going to change. Deep inside, I am dying everyday. I have really small dreams to get fulfilled with him. I want to cook for him; make him feel comfortable, take care of him. Just want to have a cup of coffee at 3 a.m. and long conversations. I want to take care of his family. Make him feel secure. Enjoy the rain with him. Just want to sit back with a pizza and watch web series with him. While he is sleeping, want to see that peace on his face. I guess this is going to merely take place. Sometimes I feel that all this will make him uncomfortable or I am being completely kiddish still is it wrong to desire for the same.
I really have no idea that either this is being clingy or extreme longings but I was pious about my love for him. I fail him in making this understand. I become fragile in sharing his work but at the end it's just the 24 hours that I wish no one comes between us yet I feel like things are going to remain the same. I understand compromises, commitments yet is it wrong to desire for fruitful time with someone.
I always want to say this to him that whatever minute or second spend with him is my favourite time. We won't remember the gifts, toys, flowers bought but the quality time we share is not only enough but also the cherished time period. He has been the most beautiful thing happened in my life. Reason why my longings desire for more. To all who hear my voice, make your moments the best one. Time is really short to snatch happy moments. Enjoy your days who love you unconditionally.
